Desperate Pain in the Bones

They say everybody has a cross to bear. I know because I got mine. I have been trying to get rid of it for as long as I can remember and I haven't been able to. I try. I really do try but it is like fighting against windmills. You can see them, they look fragile but the current is strong.
It has been three weeks and I have been good. Sure, I had a piece of cake but honestly how could that sliver possible result in weight gain. I exercise, I don't eat rice or spaghetti or potatoes. The most I can eat is cornflakes. I got yoghurt coming out of my ears and nose, I spend so much money on fruit. For nothing.
Well, I am tired. I give up. I can't do this anymore. My brain is tired, my will is tired, my body is tired. I need help. Alone I can't do it. It is like I am not allowed to do it. This sucks real bad.

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